Is it enough to breathe?

I hate this! This is going to be my first time to blog AGAIN after a loooooong long time and the thing is, this isn't goodie good. I hate you! I hate myself! I even hate everyone right now! I just don't feel like talking. I just want to be on a place where I can shout my feelings. I want to be on a place where no one knows me. I WANT TO BE ALONE. :( I feel so SICK inside and out. Why? Lord, please help me. I feel like I don't want to depend on ANYONE. I have no place to go. I want to run somewhere. I want not to be seen. I HATE MY LIFE right now. Lord, please help me. I want a change of heart, mind and soul. I want a new life I guess. I just don't like this feeling.:(

ANYTHING BUT ORDINARY

Sometimes I get so weird

I even freak myself out

I laugh myself to sleep

It's my lullaby

Sometimes I drive so fast

Just to feel the danger

I wanna scream

It makes me feel alive

Is it enough to love?

Is it enough to breathe?

Somebody rip my heart out

And leave me here to bleed

Is it enough to die?

Somebody save my life

I'd rather be anything but ordinary please

To walk within the lines

Would make my life so boring

I want to know that I

Have been to the extreme

So knock me off my feet

Come on now give it to me

Anything to make me feel alive

Is it enough to love?

Is it enough to breathe?

Somebody rip my heart out

And leave me here to bleed

Is it enough to die?

Somebody save my life

I'd rather be anything but ordinary please.

I'd rather be anything but ordinary please.

Let down your defences

Use no common sense

If you look you will see

that this world is a beautiful

accident, turbulent, succulent

opulent permanent, no way

I wanna taste it

Don't wanna waste it away

Sometimes I get so weird

I even freak myself out

I laugh myself to sleep

It's my lullaby

Is it enough?

Is it enough?

Is it enough to breathe?

Somebody rip my heart out

And leave me here to bleed

Is it enough to die?

Somebody save my life

I'd rather be anything but ordinary please

Is it enough?

Is it enough to die?

Somebody save my life

I'd rather be anything but ordinary please.

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I'd rather be anything but ordinary please.